I’m recovering from self-harm and depression. Its been a month since I’ve cut. Last night, I had the blade in my hand and was balling and trying not to cut. I texted the guy I’ve previously mentioned, Ryan, because he used to cut. He was asleep when he texted me back this morning, I told him and he told me to text him next time. When I told him I had that was the text I sent him, he told me to call him if he’s asleep. I then proceeded to tell him that I was home alone for the next 4 days, and that being alone was my least favorite. He goes “I’ll be with you:). Talk to me extra.” This is incredible. I’ve never had a guy that actually likes me, stick with me once he’s found out about this. But Ryan and I started talking BECAUSE of my self-harm. It was at the point when I had only gone a week. He knows more about me then 90% of my friends. I started bawling because I’ve never had anyone support me the way he does. Of course, my family and friends don’t want me to cut, but, he supports me in the way that I can actually talk to him about it and he doesn’t freak out, or try to change the subject. He’s there for me, and he knows exactly what I’m going through. God has blessed me with someone perfect. Now, if only Michigan and Texas were neighbors, we’d be doing much better.
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Reblogged from my progress blog for the Anon(:
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Hey great job on your weight loss and going on a run this morning! I did too, but I felt as though I would die now I'm feeling pretty rocking about it though :) Keep on losing, you're doing great :)
Thank you!! I wasn’t able to do the full run because its like 80 degrees and humid. But I’m still excited I got out there! Keep up the great work, beautiful!!
Congratulations on your weight loss so far! U should totally post before/during pics xx
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Thank you! Those are my pictures!
Make these in the morning and come home to something super delicious! :)
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I’m 3 years pop free :)
3 months straight. Can’t wait until I hit a year.
Can’t remember my last soda. I’m now cutting out sweets for 21 days to see if I can break the craving.
If this isn’t motivation to shed those extra pounds, I don’t know what is.
